the worst kind of pain

Most don't know the pain to have the one thing you want most be a hundred feet from you. You can sit there, and look at it, and wish it were yours, but you cant reach it. Nor can it come to you. And if you were to go to it, it would be destoyed right in front of you. And if it were to come to you, you would be destroyed. So you sit there. Staring in through the light. It is a pain that I hope i never have to feel again. Its left its scar on my mind, and changed my whole outlook on life. What can you truely do when the whole world is keeping your from what you want.

Red Death

its times like these

its times like these that i truly enjoy metal music the most. when i feel like everything is going the way i want them to and i can concentrate on other things again. When i listen to it, its like i can feel the destruction of those i hate. watching the fruits of brutality in the form of sound. the strums of the guitars is like listening to gunshots of retribution and combat. The drums are like the sounds of war drums in the distance, signaling to the world about whats coming their way. the screams are like my own coming out and unleashing all my hate and aggression out to the world. in my mind i imagin the slaughter of those who stand in my way. their blood on my clothes representing my triumph. yes, i really do love violence, and malvolence. its the only way i know im still alive and no longer dreaming
yes, there really is no feeling like this. the combination of my truimph mixed sweetly with my agression. yes, it really is times like these, that i feel the most alive, and in control of my life.

Red Death

Marilyn Manson speech on violence

I don't know and don't really care what your views on him is, but you should watch this video. The man is a certified genius and makes several valid points in this speech.

Protect and Serve

The annual go skateboarding day happened on June 21st this year. I think this video pretty much speaks for itself. Yes, the kids were in the wrong, but does it really warrant this kind of senseless brutality.



Let them know how you feel about Officer Joey Williams.

Hot Springs Arkansas Police Department
Phone: (501) 321-6789
Fax: (501) 321-6708
Chief of Police, Bobby Southard
Email: bsouthard@cityhs.net
641 Malvern Avenue,
Hot Springs, Arkansas 71901

Shit my boss says

(boss makes fun of trap shooting for 2 minutes)
coworker: C'mon, there's more to guns than shooting people
Boss: Yeah, like re-loading.

Shit my boss says

"Here, let me turn my moron hat around."

The Art of Selling Part III

The 5 C's.

Clean
Courteous
Consistent
Convenient
Competitive